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(4 Wishes| Starlight, starbright, first star I see tonight)

[13 Jan 2008|12:20pm]
[ mood | bored ]

You are The Empress

Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.

The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents,
beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home
decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.

The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

(Starlight, starbright, first star I see tonight)

[13 Jan 2008|12:19pm]
[ mood | bored ]

You are the World

Completion, Good Reward.

The World is the final card of the Major Arcana, and as such represents saturnian energies, time, and completion.

The World card pictures a dancer in a Yoni (sometimes made of laurel leaves). The Yoni symbolizes the great Mother, the cervix through which everything is born, and also the doorway to the next life after death. It is indicative of a complete circle. Everything is finally coming together, successfully and at last. You will get that Ph.D. you've been working for years to complete, graduate at long last, marry after a long engagement, or finish that huge project. This card is not for little ends, but for big ones, important ones, ones that come with well earned cheers and acknowledgements. Your hard work, knowledge, wisdom, patience, etc, will absolutely pay-off; you've done everything right.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

(Starlight, starbright, first star I see tonight)

funny little conversation with A-babe from.. thursday? yeah it was thursday. [06 Jan 2008|11:38pm]
[ mood | amused ]

ChibiEcho213: i feel like i'm living an ai yazawa story sometimes.
ChibiEcho213: i've got all the crazy drama to make one going 24/7.
meowmix0457: heehee
ChibiEcho213: your my junko mixed w/ a dash of nana o.
ChibiEcho213: minus the guys.
meowmix0457: yeah, I think so
ChibiEcho213: but then i'm a bit of hachi mixed w/the fucked up part of nana o. mixed with a dash of miwako and a bit of yukari..
meowmix0457: mostly Hachi
ChibiEcho213: thats why i put her as the base.
ChibiEcho213: should i chop my hair again?
meowmix0457: yes
ChibiEcho213: really?
meowmix0457: I don't know, do whatever you want to do
ChibiEcho213: but did it look good short??
meowmix0457: you said you wanted to drastically change your hair
meowmix0457: it did
ChibiEcho213: yes. maybe i'll do the red/black first then cut it short if i dont like the black.
meowmix0457: go for it
ChibiEcho213: yeahhh. i need to call beth.. but first i think im gonna try to get mommy to pay for it..
meowmix0457: good luck with that
ChibiEcho213: haha. your soooo mean!!
meowmix0457: but truthful
ChibiEcho213: ture. that is why you are my jun-kun. heehee.
ChibiEcho213: yes i used "kun"
ChibiEcho213: it just sounded better.
meowmix0457: I think I prefer chan
ChibiEcho213: awww. but i like refering to you as a small boy.. heehee.

(Starlight, starbright, first star I see tonight)

this bitch is back mother fuckers! new, impoved, and badder than ever! [02 Jan 2008|04:04pm]
[ mood | fucking crazy as hell! ]

haha. so its been like what? over a year since i last used this journal. no excuses. sorry guys. i was showing too much love to the other one. but anyways..

for the first time in like 4 or 5 years, i'm actually SINGLE!!! can you believe it?? wow. i can't. haha. whatever, i'm having fun and he's got some fat ugly yuppie whore he has to wake up to every morning. ha! i'd say that i win that one!

so yeah.. me as of late? well i don't know if i can really say i'm totally me any more.. more like my alter-ego Azriel took over for the most part. yeahhhhhh.. not the sweet innocent little thing i used to be. here's a shocker for people.. i drink now! and smoke[just ciggs and hookah]! not on a regular basis or anything.. more like when its free and i'm w/people who are as well. but yeah. crazy. i'm a total fashion whore now. it's pretty much my fav thing.. and i'm not talking the yuppie shit or emo bull or the cookie cutter shit. i'm trying to find a happy medium between goth, cyber, kandi kid, and punk. i'm doing clothing alters and the like. my machine's still kinda fucked so i can't really sew rite now. cryoflesh.com is my fav store. as is cyberdog [but for rite now i can't fit in their shit bc you have to be like a -0..] and also lipservice. i LOVE clubbing and going to raves and DEMF. unfortunently there aren't many i can go with right now. SUCKS!! totally in LOVE w/my platform boots. yeahhhhh.

more later couz i'm off to work!

(Starlight, starbright, first star I see tonight)

pretty when you cry video [06 Sep 2006|08:54pm]
[ mood | blah ]

best fucking music video EVER!!!

(2 Wishes| Starlight, starbright, first star I see tonight)

KYO!!!!!! NOOOOOOOO!!!!! KYOOOOO!!!!!!! [06 Sep 2006|07:27pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

ARGHHHHHHHH!!! THERE ARE NO FUCKING LAWN SEATS FOR THIS WEEKEND!!! DAMNIT! i guess i'll try ticketmaster the day of... if not... mmmm... no kyo...

wahhhhhhh!! i wanna see kyo and die. i wanna meet them!! i wanna see them prance around on stage!! and look super cute!! noooo!!! this sucks. oh well.

aaren better bring back pics of die and kyo for me. and autographs...




(Starlight, starbright, first star I see tonight)

...so not looking forward to the drive home... [20 Aug 2006|05:42pm]
[ mood | dead. just dead maybe a zombie ]

hmmm... so yeah...

...i'm once again packing up my shit and movein' back out to clinton township...


...does anyone even care?

yeah, i thought not.

but, alas, i shall be returning to the hills of the farm every weekend.

why, you ask?

well, since i could not find a job out there last year, and i have no desire to transfer to the roseville store, i have desided to keep my current job at michaels...

so, therefore, i am home on weekends.

in the area and looking for someone to hang out with?
then give me a call.

if not, then oh well.
maybe i'll see ya around.


i've been awake since 6:15, and it sucks. the only time i've been awake at that hour all summer were those times when i just never bothered to go to sleep. but today i had to wake up at that ungodly hour all because i let tamara talk me into takeing her 7-3 shift, so that she could go to cedar pointe. damn her and her cute, sweet, tamara-ness!! DAMNIT!!! why can't i ever say no to her?!?!? scratch that. why can't i ever say no to ANYONE at work!!! i am offically the Michaels' [[in farmington hills]] bitch!! argh!! well at least i got some of my hours back this week... >-_-'

(1 Wish| Starlight, starbright, first star I see tonight)

new boots! new boots! new boots! yay, new boots!! [16 Aug 2006|01:16am]
[ mood | bouncy ]

so i finally desided which boots to buy... *F*I*N*A*L*L*Y*!!!
$75.00 of hottness!! okay not really... but still...

okay, soooo... here they are... the one in the middle[black PU]!! i origanally ordered the black PAT but they were out of stock and didnt know when they would be back in so i got %10 off... oh well.
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hmmm... so the next thing i want to order is this:
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but in either red/black or light green/white. i donno... its like $60-70 thou... so yeah that kinda sucks... but i kinda wanna be a zombie nurse for halloween... soo yeah. i may just end up giving in and buying it... i donno... we'll see...

(Starlight, starbright, first star I see tonight)

a bit of strangeness... [10 Aug 2006|12:23pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

the other night... i had a super weird dream... there were two ppl in it that i hadnt thought about since middle skhool... zach and clay... it was so weird... i wasnt even friends w/them in middle skhool either... i have no idea where this damn dream came from it was so god damn random...

(Starlight, starbright, first star I see tonight)

~+x+~ i love miyavi ~+x+~ [10 Aug 2006|03:54am]
[ mood | horny ]

(4 Wishes| Starlight, starbright, first star I see tonight)

...go baby go go... go baby go baby go baby go go... [03 Aug 2006|04:34pm]
[ mood | energetic ]

sooooooo i'm trying to figure out what colors i'm gonna do my hair next... i'm for sure going to get lighter blonde highlights but now i'm wondering if that's all or if i'm gonna get some streks...
the strek color choices are:

[x] teal
[x] red
[x] sugar pink
[x] teal and lime green
[x] brite burgandy (again)

i need some advice... help me please!! what colors do you think would look good on me??

(4 Wishes| Starlight, starbright, first star I see tonight)

[29 Jul 2006|01:25am]
[ mood | bored ]

soooo... today was crazy. i worked from 2-close which wasnt bad but the only thing was the AC was being fixed so we were all dripping in sweat and yet the dumb-ass costomers kept comming up to us and telling us how hot it was as if we couldn't tell!!!

but the amazing Sean saved the day and went out and bought us all slurpies, bags of ice, and a crate of water!!! yay!!! Sean's my hero!!!

despite the ungodly heat and crazy amount of truck to do, we all had a lot of fun... and even got out in good time!!

working again 2morrow... 4-close. then again on sunday... 2-close. then on monday... 1-7. someone please come vist me?!?!?!?!? pick a day, any day... just please! please! please! come visit me!!

oh yeahhhhhhhh... my amazing uncle pat and his wonderful girlfriend of 19 years got me a sweet-ass digital camara for my b-day... i love them soooooooo fucking much!!!

my little bro just got home from soccer camp last nite and was telling me about all the bad stuff he and his friends did [such as sneaking girls into their dorms and such] and i was all like "you guys are how old again?!?!" and he's all like "15..." and i'm "oh... yeah i guess you guys are old enough for all that..."

(2 Wishes| Starlight, starbright, first star I see tonight)

muwah-haha! i'm evil!! [20 Jul 2006|01:39am]
[ mood | awake ]

How evil are you?

wow. so yeah... me and maddison did some real sisterly bonding today... which was really nice... a bit strange due to the big age gap, but nice none the less. she's actually really funny and one of the only kids in this house who does NOT think that i'm the bad kid of the family...!!


(4 Wishes| Starlight, starbright, first star I see tonight)

Happy Birthday to me... Happy Birthday to me!! [18 Jul 2006|05:32pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

hell yeahhhhhhh!!! i'm 19 today!!!!!! whoo-hooo!!!

mommy's making me dinner tonite!!!

i'm bout to go see mikey-mike!! yay!!!

happy happy happy happy happy!!!

(1 Wish| Starlight, starbright, first star I see tonight)

hahaha! score!! i gots me some vivienne!! [15 Jul 2006|11:13pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

so i went to great lakes w/my mom, bro, and grandma today to pick out things for my birthday... and guess what i find in marshalls? FUCKING VIVIENNE WESTWOOD PURFUME FOR ONLY $12!!!!!

(Starlight, starbright, first star I see tonight)

why can't my life ever go rite? [13 Jul 2006|03:11am]
[ mood | enraged ]

some things that 2nite has taught me...

+ cops are ass-holes who do not care if you have a ride home at 1:30 am or not.
+ mike really does love me, and is one of the only ppl truly there for me when i really need him.
+ i have horrible luck.
+ weed is a truely evil plant... that only susseedes in getting ppl into trouble.
+ when someone asks you to get coffee at 1am, just say no.
+ be careful about who's car you get into... espeacially at 1 in the morning!
+ hanging out with ex-boyfriends isn't exactly a good idea.

(Starlight, starbright, first star I see tonight)

[05 Jul 2006|06:15pm]
[ mood | lazy ]

I've met God across his long walnut desk with his diplomas hanging on the wall behind him, and God asks me, "Why?" Why did I cause so much pain? Didn't I realize that each of us is a sacred, unique snowflake of special unique specialness? Can't I see how we're all manifestations of love? I look at God behind his desk, taking notes on a pad, but God's got this all wrong. We are not special. We are not crap or trash, either. We just are. We just are, and what happens just happens. And God says, "No, that's not right." Yeah. Well. Whatever. You can't teach God anything.

~Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club, Chapter 30.

(1 Wish| Starlight, starbright, first star I see tonight)

[01 Jul 2006|10:13am]
[ mood | exhausted ]

last nite i couldn't sleep...
and i herd my neighbors fucking.


i wish i wasn't working today...

(Starlight, starbright, first star I see tonight)

[28 Jun 2006|12:29am]
[ mood | drained ]

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...erotic
Your hugs are...friendly
Your eyes...burn into my heart
Your touch is...the only thing I desire
Your smell is...exotic
Your smile is...hypnotising
Your love is...one of a kind
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(Starlight, starbright, first star I see tonight)

[ mood | ecstatic ]

oh my fucking god!!! I LOVE MIKES MOM!!!! she scored us AMAZING tickets to the nine inch nails concert last nite!! i died and went to absolute HEAVEN!!!

Peaches and Bauhaus opened, and they fucking rocked!!! everyone had such great energy and it really made it so much fun!! Peaches' lead singer come down onto the floor durring the set and was running up and down our aile, which was cool.

i saw an Ozar look-alike, who may have been Ozar, but mike doesn't think so... but who ever it was, they were getting pretty into Bauhaus... ick... two rows in front of us was this really ugly middle-aged guy with a FUCKING MULLET!!!! ewwww... it was so distracting... then a fight broke out durring CLOSER, which sucked couz that's my fav NIN song, and i got distracted once again... but every thing kicked ass in the long run. trent was soooo fucking hot!!! even with his hair really short...

i got two shirts too, a NIN tour shirt and a Bauhaus shirt! i'm sooooooo happy, but my throat hurts today... and when mike called me i could barely talk... but it's getting better... i think...

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